My life was lonely, yes, but it seemed less painful. Less of the drama and emotional baggage bull. I wonder if it is all just me, my fault. But deep down in some precipice of my heart, I know it’s not. Maybe in some ways, I allowed it, which is so much worse. I allowed it to affect me, damage me, and scar me. I feel like I’ve been searching, no, yearning for I’ve been slowly losing when I’m with you. I want it back, I want… Me.
I am Amour De Soi
Before I learned to love others, I loved myself first.
This blog is about anything and everything I love. I usually write about people, music, fashion, and anything that interests me.
This is where I channel my shallow to most intimate thoughts.
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Oct 03 2012
"Sing me to sleep."
Oct 01 2012
1864
"I don’t know what lies around the bend, but I’m going to believe that the best does."
L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables (via imfantasyparade)
(Source: quote-book, via insidemyuniverse)
Sep 11 2012
298
"There are no shortcuts to authentic love. You cannot say “I love you, but I am only willing to love you this much!” You cannot say you love me if you have written hundreds of conditions into your heart. “I will only love you if times are good. I will only love you if blessings are unmistakably abundant. I will only love you if life is easy. I will only love you when the course of life runs smooth.” That is not love. Stop bargaining your way into loving me. Stop giving me only your excesses. Stop giving me only your crumbs."
An excerpt from a good friend’s letter to me with her conversation with God (via thunderpopcola)
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Sep 11 2012
1968
Ancient lovers believed a kiss would literally unite their souls, because the spirit was said to be carried in one’s breath. ~ Eve Glicksman
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